A long drag.

Standing in my kitchen,

I look out the window as I take a long drag of my green cigarette,

I inhale like its a race,

A race to get to that chill place,

For a second I forget everything,

I forget the anxious feeling I feel when my ex walks through the door,

The feeling he doesn’t like me,

The feeling am not enough,

I take another drag and another,

Until I am in a different zone until I am so relaxed,

Until knowing nothing he says will effect me for that moment.

 

 

 

3 thoughts on “A long drag.

  1. A very deep post, I wonder if someone, (no matter how close they are to our heart) actually is so valuable that they perturb, our normal lifestyle by causing stress & anxiety to us with their judgemental actions towards us. I personally feel that we all our complete in our own respect & we certainly don’t deserve a judgemental person to give a meaning to our existence. Nonetheless it was a wonderful post, you described the emotions splendidly! According to your convenience please do read some of my writings would love to know what you think about them 😊

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    • Thank you so much! Writing on my blog, helps me rebuild helps me focus on my future and makes me realise no one should of ever made me feel so low. I will for sure check out your blog. Scarlett. xxx

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      • Thanks for respecting my invitation, I look forward to witness more of your amazing creativity so never stop writing and never stop towards creating your happiness, after all, we all our the architects of our own happiness 😊

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