The fear, I need strength.

I can hear the birds singing,

The pretty girl walking past, her blue dress floating in the wind,

The smell of freshly cooked chips,

Happy faces everywhere,

I watch,

Listening to my music,

Its loud,

To block things out,

A sense of security,

I want to get up,

I cant move,

I will stay another minute,

Maybe two,

I like this song,

I feel my breathing becoming heavier,

My chest becoming tighter,

Why did I wear these heeled wedges when I left the house,

Look how white my legs look,

I take a deep breath and I stand up.

 

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