Free feeling.

Trying make excuses for myself,

So many excuses,

Like everything is alright,

Sipping this Vodka and Cranberry at 12pm,

Its not a problem I tell myself,

I don’t drink everyday only at weekends,

So this is okay,

It for sure its okay,

People deal with things differently I continue to tell myself,

Its my day of one wont hurt,

I want to go to the beach and smoke cigarette after cigarette and just think,

Just think about everything,

I want to move on,

I don’t want to feel pain,

I just want everything to be okay,



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