Alone.

He stands there,

So tall,

His wide Green eyes,

So broken,

He’s so alone,

With a story to tell,

As I reach for his hand,

I need to feel him

I need to save him,

Save him from that person he is afraid of,

Them voices in his head,

The weakness he feels,

As cold sweats shake him,

He reaches for me

Holding me close,

Breathing loudly,

His addiction,

His addiction is all he feels he needs,

I want to protect him,

From pain,

From heartache,

From the bitterness of this cruel world.

 

 

Your big eyes.

Your short cropped hair,

Sits perfectly on your shoulders,

Your big eyes,

High cheeky bones,

Your stoned look,

Sunglasses perched on your head,

Your perfectly groomed outfit,

On your slender frame,

Your sharp wit,

Truthful words,

Know it at all personality

You Sarah,

You,

Alarm people,

Never me,

I could tell you anything,

My friendship with you,

Was everything,

I brought you confidence,

When you had none,

Made you feel good about yourself,

I offered you advice as much as I could,

Always on the phone making sure you was okay,

You would sometimes let me down,

I forgave you as that’s what best friends do,

Then my nightmare happened

You threw me away,

You disagreed with the way I dealt with a situation,

Instead of trying to fix it,

You deleted me from my life,

No real explanation,

Just a missing space.

 

A closed book.

Take away your hate,

It will destroy you,

Destroy you slowly,

Turn you into something you don’t want to be,

People walk into your life,

The people who leave through their own choice,

Let them,

Wave to them,

Wish them well,

Don’t be bitter,

Don’t think of karma,

As we are not weak,

We stand tall,

It is not our problems,

Sometimes you cant talk to a closed book.

 

Dear Former friend, Thank you.

When you are feeling like everything is getting better,

You are finally moving on,

You have everything that you believe you need,

The new home,

Comfort,

Family,

Friends,

Then the best friend you believe would always be there,

Shows her true loyalty,

Shows her cold heart,

Shows the nasty streak I didn’t believe existed,

Turning her back on you when you need her the most,

Over something so insignificant,

With no real explanation,

Just the argument that she wanted someone to step up for her,

Fight her battles,

I hate violence I hate trouble,

I will never stoop to that level for anyone,

Situations can be solved without violence,

Loyalty to me means,

Being there for someone,

Through thick and thin,

The bad and the good,

Working through things as a team,

Resolving issues,

I might be alone,

Id rather be alone than have negative people in my life,

So former friend,

Hold that hate,

That bitterness.